Emotional arousal had a purpose when she could appreciate subtle shades of meaning in her life.
Tara was grateful for the spoken language, she believed her involuntary words were candles, surrounding a piano. As she wrote and spoke at length, she flushed away her habits and traceable stains. Nevertheless, Tara was unsure of her preferences in those depressing days.
She knew she was careless, in those days, what resonated was her words, which rejuvenated her self-worth.
Her ex-boyfriend was worthless, he was no longer an attachment of any value.
Tara came to the conclusion, she was pregnant without a boyfriend or a family to support her.
9 months in, Privacy was the salt, and the sea wasn’t overlapping, the sea waters were warmer than usual when her water broke. She gave birth to twins.
As an orphan, Tara recognised that her babies were hers for life, never to be given away.
At 20 years old, she was a bipolar mother, she was also a writer with purpose, and she returned to full-time employment. The dark days became less and less, as Tara’s mood changes didn’t happen all so fast.
She never saw the ex-boyfriend for another 8 years, until he filed an injunction against her.
Does the devil piss in the sink, not that often and if he does you will know about it!
As she wrote and spoke at length, she flushed away her habits and traceable stains- Love how this explain writing as a self-purification ritual.